Full house with kepulangan yang dinanti dad (:  guess AJ and me, the only first and foremost arrival kott.?  Meh meh sini report kata bah sapa yg dh smp hahaa. Okay,  All the way long AJ from SA and me myself bangi. Followed today by my twinny  herself, short way from pineng. Short waayy katanyaa :D  Ayed still and on his way now from history land Malacca and last arrival around tomorrow night, our kakak kawasan, nai also from the same place like mine . blessed and grateful. Enough said (:  what matter most when all of our loved one is around right,? But den mom n dad. After raya nanti heeeeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmm….. bila semua dah masuk kandang balik nantiii… argh ! malas nak pk.

Eid Mubarak uols (: !

Think you should know this. R. Imissyou. already. You know.? 

On my way back to kedah when I draft this entry and ttba terdengar lagu rindu serindunya from spoon and that trio keep running in my head tetibaaa. They just everywhere.  Haunted me. With themselves. Phone call evrytime am out esp ngedate hahaa. And even keep whirling in my mind with their annoying antics. (: and too they love this songs so much. lgu memori berkasih and Q-face pn samaaa,. –‘ Tah apa lagu tah. Dorg pnya minat tu. Smp jengkel nak dga ! telinga ni bernanah je haa. Untung gile laa kalau tego tu nak dga ckp kita. Lagi sakan melalak hadee laaa. (‘: missing the three of you, guys.  Cant wait to meet em at my parents place raya nii <3 

Have you ever meet someone in your dream for real.?? Naahhh.. lemme share smtg with you guys. About cpl weeks ago, while I was having my brain and eye therapy so called sleeping beauty, there’s one guy, one guy from nowhere suddenly appeared in my dream .  well since we called it a dream, bnd yg jd pn asyik nak hhhiinnndaah sokmo lah citenye. So dalam mimpi tu, me and him were beloved. I dun really have an idea abt how we can be a cpl in that dream itself.  He was like so fucking nice to me. Make me feel like a queen, introduced me to all of his family members and friends that I am his gf. Den suddenly, oky mcm biasa laa kalau aku tgh syok mimpi tu terjaga ttba,. Haa semangat ni nak tido balik konon konon nk smbung mimpi. Tp bole mimpi la babe.. takkan dpt pnyaaaaaa. (:

                So bangun tidur dgn hampanya. Ever since that night.  My muscle and macho dream man tk mai mai dhh dlm mimpi. Hampa lagiiiiii…..

                So I just went thru my life as always, as usual org kateee ye dakk.? Smp la mimpi agak otw nak tinggal kenangan When one fine evening,  me, erynn and my trio guys;  faez, yon and j , decided to makan makan and having our iftaar at mines. Well to make it short, right after we makan makan, masa nak balik tu ttbaaaa…. Muncul laa 3 mamat ni tah dari mana. Tapiiii tapppiiiii,…. Yg tgh tuuu . haesshh, with his jeans, kemeja hitam and neck tie merah and and rambut dia yaangg emmmpphhh !!! cccaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrr jappp. Why the hell on earth I hv to just realised that theres a guy like him on this fekin mothaearth and why… whhyyyy aku kna ada dlm buku ‘hari ini dlm sejarah’ dia. Wow ! insan terpilih !!! :D * berbunga bungaaa (: bayangkaann, dh tua nanti dia cerita kat anak cucu dia pasal aku. Tetibaaaa . heeeeee. Okay okay. He keep stare at me and wink and..  ehh. Mcm pernah tgk la mamat ni. Kt mna ehh.???

Bila dah balik dah bilas bilas otak ni baru laaa teringat . he’s my dream mann  laa maaannnnn !!!!!!!!!!!!!! :p Tuhan nak I ada dlm hari ini dlm sejarah you and too GOD want we be who we are now my dear rudh. Oh by the way, this is him. Rudhwain / wain but me. I prefer rudh for my tongue :p

Dont ask me how we know each other and become like so close right now. Let just me and him know the truth but to be true, everytime nk jmp dia. Ttba nervous, heartbeat jd laju smcm. Ckp pn tgagap2 tersasul slalu. And memang wajib jadi everytime lps jmp dia,. Aku mesti dmam,.  Dmam yg panas smp tapak kaki. Berpeluh peluh. The question is , wwhhyyy.?? Are you from other planet den MARS.
??

Ohh ckp pasal MARS. Last night I met my rudh since dah nak balik raya n kena puasa jumpa each other untuk satu jangka masa yg hmmmm okay bole tahan lamaa. He take a look at my photos in my fon and viewed one picture which I took with JOHN GRAY’S book called men are from mars woman are from venus with me. He asked me abt that book and end up we are like keep fighting abt man n woman. See.. told you rudh, man n woman is just like mars n venus. They wont get wht other parties really mean  (: somehow I like that small lil conversations. Well, anytg with ppl we comfort with seems to be so interesting to us kaaannnn…. Elleeehh malu letteeww. :p

Kelaaasss kau lulu. Spe ckp mpi tkley jadi kenyataan ?

Well well till now my guys still tk twu lg pasal ni. They keep wondering am actually dating dgn sapa laaa lately . ngeeee.. like I said, when the right time come, I’ll show you him, dior trio (:

More later. Muah !